im blogging at this time cos i was watching romantic princess. it was ok jus that i think im getting bored with it. recently, i dun haf any mood to watch any shows which is weird cos i always watch shows, even those that i've watched before during the hols and push my hmwk and studies till the very end of the holidays. and i always haf the urge to call someone up jus to chat at night. plus, so many ppl are going overseas already. haf dentist appointment tmr, dunno what colour to put :/ they haf very limited colours there. i really wan to go back to sch to study :/ i haf not been studying at all this hols. i need loads of study dates to complete my hmwk. did a-math today and i left like 5 more qns to complete the whole tys. din do finish cos i was getting bored, its linear law. its rather simple jus that i dun really like drawing graphs. and i need to wake up earlier from now onwards. i've been wasting mornings of my hols away cos im always waking up at close to noon or around 10 plus to 11 plus. tried to wake up at 9 today. i jus switched off the alarm and went back to sleep. and im getting worried again. very worried.

im scared :/ i think im talking on the phone tmr again. cos i guess i wun be able to sleep. again. and my eyebags are getting bigger alr. and right now, i dun exactly haf the mood to blog. im scared.

I HATE HOLIDAYS. I RATHER GO BCAK TO SCH AND STUDY AND BEAR ALL THE STRESS I WILL HAF AS A SEC 4 AND STAYING UP LATE MAYBE JUS TO READ MY CHEM/BIO/GEOG OR WHATSOEVER. i really dun like hols. hols to me is jus a few months for me to stop studying everyday and play and watch tv. without hols, yes, i wun get a chance to relax but at least my problems wun keep mounting. my only problem during sch days is how to get an A for any particular test, how to pass it, get my concepts right. maybe i will take back my words since it will be goddamn stressful next year. i dunno, maybe.

talked on the phone a few days ago cos i really wanted to stop crying and my eyes are hurting already. switched off my pc cos well, i jus switch it off as i...wasn't in the mood to do anything. i jus wanted to sit down and do nothing. but i jus kept crying and i jus haf the urge to call someone. i thought of calling gab but i guess he may be watching soceer as usual. i dunno who to call so i jus went down my contact list one by one, trying to see if i can find someone who is awake at that time and is well, more familiar with. and i jus thought of hin and sms-ed him. that phone call din make me stop crying. i cried all the way, stopping for a few mins here and there to talk. but well, he was again sleepy and he had to go off. i dun really mind and thats rare cos normally when i talk on the phone, i dun usually let the person talking to me to go to slp unless im sleepy. thats why i usually talk to gab cos he always sleeps at crazy times. throughout the call, i jus keep hearing him telling me not to cry and i think he cant stand me cos i jus keep crying and i keep asking him to talk. i also keep having the urge to hit/bite/using my nails to injure someone. i did sleep in the end cos after putting down the phone, i went to the sofa to sit. but it was all dark around me and i felt a little eerie so i went to my room. listened to music till i doze off. and of cos, my eyes were swollen the next morning until my double eyelid was way above my eyes and they became small.

and again, i dun wan to sae what happened cos of the same reasons. and now, i can only wait and see what happens...

planned to wake up at 8 today since i surprisngly slept at 12 last night cos my mum asked me to go to sleep. woke up at 8 but doze off after setting my alarm to 8.30. woke up at 11 plus in the end. spent the day today without doing anything meaningful. did sudoku after my breakfast but din complete it cos i took a super long time and decided to give up. carren sms-ed me today to ask what is wrong and as i've guessed, she read my blog. i din expect her to read my blog. maybe i will tell her what happened...maybe...

after more than 5 hours of crying, i think its enough. now i can only wait and see what happens. before that, i can do nothing at all. now i jus haf to wait...

im going off soon i guess..im feeling a bit sleepy...its a good thing i haf a mp3 player even though its not a very good one...

my eyes were very very swollen this morning when i woke up. i dunno what im feeling now seriously. too numb? from all the crying. its been long since my eyes felt so puffy and swollen and small when i look at the mirror. and my eyes are not big. im not going to sae what happen cos i dun wan to rmb it and even if i dun write it down here, i noe i will rmb it forever. i really hope everything will be alright. im alr mentally prepared but im cant help feeling upset over it. its not a small matter and the worse thing is i can never sae this to anyone at all. i dun wan to cry again when i go to bed later. my eyes are damn puffy now. im alr mentally prepared, really. at most i jus part with some stuff and thats it. i dun wan to burden anyone. i wan to handle it myself. although this is really tough but i wan to handle it myself. i noe i can do it. i really wan to believe i can do it. but why am i crying again? i really wan to believe that i can handle it myself. i dun wan to trouble anyone, burden anyone. there are ppl out there, much worse than me. mine is a small case, compared to theirs. but i realy wan to stop crying and go to slp and stop thinking. she sae its not worth it, but what to do? i dun think i haf any other choice. i guess im not sleeping tonight. maybe if im tired and jus fell asleep without knowing it. but really, i guess i wun be able to sleep tonight.

i cant stand nights or when im alone. i will start crying and everytime, i haf to force myself to stop. really, what is wrong wif me? i thought of calling people but to keep me distracted but i dunno who to call. they may be busy or something? i dunno. they are not obliged to help me anyway. whatever. i need to go back to my work. i need to do them by tonight and they are damn hard.

holidays suck. i haf so so much in my mind and its tiring. i realy hate the holidays. i rather go to sch and bear that same amount of stress i haf this year. i haf problems that nobody needs to face. or at least those around me. and i can never tell them to anyone. never i really hate the holidays. though yes, i dun really haf to study and think about exams or anything. but thats the only best part about holidays. nothing else. i still haf tons of hmwk and i will haf loads of problems and everything. and i realise, i like to be alone at night when everbody is asleep at my house. its quieter and i can be alone. i've been sleeping late every night during the hols.

what should i do???????????????

im tired. tired from everything. in the day, i can still smile and pass my day like any other normal day.

whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever

why???????????????????????????????????????????????
no reason. things are jus the way it is. maybe its time i go back to my lj to vent things out.
i will solve it no matter what. after this hols, everything will be over or at least i will not be bothered by it.

i can. i must. i will.

my mum bought drama series (: they are really quite old but i like them. one is the wang zi bian qing wa and the other is tian guo de jia yi. they are really quite old i guess and nobody is watching them again. and i always like to watch drama series over and over again till im sick of it. like ge dou tian wang, which i dun realy like to watch already cos i watch them everyday jus to keep me awake while i was studying last year. anw, i guess i will blog later. gtg.

woke up at 11 today and ate very little for breakfast. i've been eating quite little for breakfast since i will be having lunch at like one plus. and i cant stand not eating breakfast. i will go very hungry, whether i imagined it or not. anyway, after that i went to fetch my bro. while walking there, i suddenly felt a little pain on my left side and i din really care at that time cos i always haf that since i was young though it got better in sec sch. stand at the gate to wait for my bro and it jus got worse. i felt dizzy suddenly and i really broke out in cold sweat. the sch was very noisy with all the parents talking and the students screaming and all. my hearing became...dunno how to sae, it jus din feels right. and my legs went weak and i haf to kneel down. and jus after awhile, it was ok. my bro came out and i went home for lunch. i felt better alr but still felt a bit..not right. had lunch and it was sort ok alr but i was worried. called angela to cancel my tuition but she was reaching my hse. so din cancel in the end and had tuiton. i told her i was feeling a bit unwell. after the tuition, my mum told me she thinks that it is because i din eat enough. dunno if its true anot. cos i felt ok alr after my lunch. and she sae that i haf to wake up early in the future to haf my breakfast properly and i can go and slp for awhile if i wan to after that. haiz, i wonder whats wrong wif me...

anyway, i think im going out to je with my mum tmr. (: and study date with meimei next week again! tiong macs is the best place ever, haha. and my hair is still wet :/ switched off my tpc at 12 last night but din slp until one cos i was listening to music. anw, im going off.

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger

-i dun think this is quite accurate but some of it is (:

You are 80% Scorpio

-i like this cos i love being a scorpio ((:

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

-yup, im not a extrovert, definitely. and im not very independent either. HA a true intellectual!

You Sometimes Hold a Grudge

You aren't exactly vengeful, but you're not going to forget when someone wrongs you.And while you'll forgive the small things, you don't hand out too many second chances to people who really screw up.

-haha yeah, i do hold a grudge. i will never forget what ppl has done wrong to me or whatsoever. and from past experiences, i can confirm about that.

You Should Weigh 130

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

-LOL sinyee told me 130 pounds is like 58.5 kg and vanessa told me its about 58 kg. im only 30 +++ kg!

Your Friend is Not Fake

You have a true friend - and you're smart enough to know you're lucky to have such a great friendship.So let your friend know that you really appreciate all she's done for you... and for keeping it real!

-duh, i was using this test on eileen haha. jus for fun (: and seeeeee, we are real frens (((:

You are a Career Girl!

You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.

-yayy! i wan loads of money in the future, i wan to earn them myself (:

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!

You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!

-LOL i din noe that. haha

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

-duh, im a girl. haha.

ok i think thats about all. think i shall do somemore tmr.

jus did finish some a-math hmwk which is due tmr. slept one hour earlier ytd and woke up one hour later today. slept early ytd so that i can wake up earlier today. in the end, i din. anyway, i finally watch finish hana yori dango. i hope, seriously hope i can control myself not to start on season 2 so that i wun start watching another series again. i wan to complete my hmwk. i need loads and loads of study dates :// i was editing pics today so din do any work which i originally planned.

my swollen and red eyes are getting worse. i wonder what happen. it seriously cannot be due to the lack of sleep. :// its itchy and painful at the same time, so unbearable. season 2 looks so good! cos rui finally likes makino. finally. i think they should be together though in the taiwan version, makino should be with the other guy (dunno how to spell his name). maybe i should go to bed with my mp3 on tonight, instead of spending time with my tablet pc. went to look at my jan 2007 archives jus now and i was remembering how i felt at the beginning of the year, so excited and all. happy about the fact that i was in triple, my desired combination. laughing with vanessa everyday almost every period. how i cried and cried cos i couldn't take the stress and was starting to regret that i took triple. but still, i managed. ok, cut it out, its not as if its the end of 2007.

listening to truly madly deeply is good when you are feeling lost, empty, or jus couldn't describe what you are feeling right now. and yes, im listening to that song now.

im super super irritated now cos i cant watch ep 8 part 2 of hana yori dango. it jus wun load! i jus watched finish part 1 and i tried ep 9 and it worked! only ep 8 part 2 cant work can. grrrrrrr. maybe i shall watch hana kimi jap again. but i wan to watch ep 8 part 2! its the most exciting part alr can. )))))))))):

din blog ytd cos i was quite irritated. was doing the antivirus thing for the whole day. i think im paranoid about having virus attack or spyware or anything that tries to destroy my tablet PC. anyhow, i think im buying the norton software this weekend. cant stand being unprotected about virus and i guess norton is the best. and i completed another letter and half of my compo ytd. i did wan to do hmw ytd (finally i was in the mood to) but when i turn on my PC and saw the antivirus thing, i din do my work in the end but talking and sms-ing gabriel for almost half of the day (it was alr evening by the time i finished). slept early last night at one cos i was feeling a bit tired and i got to wake up earlier today. i finished ep 7 of hana yori dango though. today im gonna watch finish the whole thing! its very nice (: the taiwan version is ok too but i like the jap one. oh, and o's finished ytd! they can like enjoy themselves now. next year it will be my turn ):

went to tiong macs to do hmwk wif meimei today. laughed ALOT while i was eating. we were choosing boyfriends for each other and keep laughing about it. finished my compo after that. it was 5 pages long and i felt very happy (: but it was bao zhang bao dao so it was easier to write. afterall, its jus facts and you dun haf to think of any fictional stuff. completed my bionomial expansion after that. went home around 5 and sms-ed meimei all the way.

im feeling tired now :/ must be due to the lack of sleep. woke up at 10 today cos of the date wif meimei. and she did this magic thing to her hair, haha! ok, i think i need to do some a-math. and i think blogger has some weird problem again, i cant seem to edit my template. my eyes are getting red and swollen again :/ damn painful when i wake up everyday. i dun believe its due to the lack of sleep. i get at least like 10 hours of sleep everyday now. i need to complete my hmwk asap! haiz. hate eng, such a killer. chinese and math are the best (: esp chinese, since the compos all the bao zhang bao dao, make it so much easier to write. and they can get very lengthy so i can get more marks i guess (:

and congrats to huiyan and mingxuan for getting into yr desired combination! and both of you are in the same class (:

发现爱! <333 lyrics are simple, but the meaning is there (: <33

din do any work today cos i was watching hana yori dango. damn nice (((: got a shock this morning when my sis was about to go out cos of the thunder. its damn loud and so many times. couldn't really sleep well but i was too tired as i slept at like 2 plus so i only woke up at 11. wanted to sleep longer but i had to go back to xingnan cos of PSI. my mum wanted me to go wif her :/ mrs ng is my bro's english teacher and she asked me to teach him how to write the compo, to make it better. came back home and had lunch. i bought the sch's chicken rice and curry! missed the curry (: watched fun club and it was very funny. laughed until i almost teared. started watching hana yori dango after that. i've finished ep 4 and i jus watched finish ep 9 of romantic princess. cant wait for ep 10! think im staying up late again today. and my mum has started offing the air-con :/ but i still continue to sleep. i need alot of sleep during the hols. that is to make up for the sleep i lost for the whole year, which i lost alot this time round. ok, gtg. i wan to watch my hana yori dango (:

oguri shun! <333

its like 1 am now and im still not sleepy. din do any work today cos i wasn't in the mood. woke up at like 11 plus and had donut for breakfast. spent the day lying on my bed listening to music cos i dun feel like doing anything at all. went out for dinner (: it was nice and went to see some 'night view' haha. and im watching hana yori dango now. jus watched finish ep 1. and there's oguri shun inside! ((((: haha ok, off to watch ep 2.

i din go out wiht sinyee and jin today which we originally planned. oh well. went out wif my mum to jp anw. spent most of the time at popular (again). ate dinner there and i was damn hungry cos i ate very very little during lunch. i dunno why im so tired these few days. its weird cos normally during holidays i dun really feel tired. and i really need to start on my hols hmwk, i need a study date :// anw, i finished a chi letter today b4 going to jp. hols suck. sometimes i really think that going to sch is much better than holidays. as least i still haf my momentum, i wun think about stupid stuff. think i will sleep early tonight. see first. haiz. wan to talk to somebody on the phone :/

i haf never hug softoys to sleep. cos i cant sleep whenever i hug them, i will stay widely awake. even if i managed to fall asleep, they will always end up on the floor, on my sis's bed or some random place. jus not anywhere near me at all. but now, i cant fall asleep without puddles. i tried last night and i need to hug it b4 i can fall asleep, haha. and it has never been found on the floor or anything. its always near me, or i am hugging it. (((((: but its the nicest to hug among all my softoys. its big enough and i can squeeze it. it has beads inside also. and i love to play with its legs. i sound like some small little girl.

think im going out wif my family tmr. haha see first...

i need to talk on the phone :/

looking at my hmwk list, i realised i've been doing very very little compared to what others haf done. i'll try to do some chi tmr and i will try not to start on a new drama series. cos i've jus finished hana kimi jap. its damn nice! really really much nicer than the taiwan's version. and the ending is so much better can. its a little draggy when the girl is leaving but overall, its ok (: and me and meimei were talking and laughing about hana kimi jap today.

i shall try not to get upset over little stuff, thinking about certain issues, crying over some things which i should not be crying for. i dunno how long i can last.

went to sch this morning to finish up my e-math hmwk and handed it in. slept at 2 last night cos i was watching hana kimi jap. it is seriously better than the taiwan version. almost couldn't wake up today. and i was watching the japan in war vcd which i borrowed from mrs low. there are some parts which are quite gross and there are some parts which i almost cried. its really sad in a war that you are being forced to do the things that you dun wan to do, leave your family which you dun wan to leave and die when its not your fault, jus for the country which the high command thinks that its a holy war, you ought to die because you are fighting for your country, you will bring glory to your country, its up to you whether you want to make the ultimate sacrifice for your country and do your country proud. in the end? everything is gone. and the emperor in japan is like the luckiest person in japan. his ppl are still believing in him when the whole war has ended! haiz.

anyway, doing hmwk wif meimei is very fun. and i finally finish my e-math hmwk! cos its due today but anw, i finished it! ((: and i think i will be watching finish hana kimi jap today. think i might blog later. see first..

oguri shun! <33>

din do anything much ytd but i went out to do hmwk. planned on doing finish my e-math hmwk at home ytd but carren sms me, saying that she has somehing for me. she's at the library also. so i went to the library to study wif her! (: her fren's veronica's there also. and i got another b'dae present. its a softtoy (: and its name is puddles, haha. and i din do finish my e-math hmwk but did one chi compo info already. so yeah. had a great time ytd (: and i've been watching the jap version of hana kimi. i noe im slow but it was very nice. i think its better than the taiwan version though its less funny.

puddles! <3

din blog ytd cos i wasn't really in the mood. had lessons ytd. physics, chem and then a-math. physics was ok. it wasn't that cold though. during physics, when mrs low asked a question about conduction, convection and readiation, nobody asked her. and me being so suay, go and raise my hand and touch my hair. mrs low saw me 'raise' up my hand and sae that i raised up my hand and asked me to answer her question. i immediately shouted no and started to panic. then people behind me told me whats the answer and i anyhow answer. we finally sort of talked. not really talked but you talked to me. i felt very surprised though it was only an answer for the question. i guess we are really ok already? i dunno. maybe i still need time.

chem was ok i guess. i was playing with my stabilo pen, making pink spots on my paper and in the end, there are pink spots on my pe shirt and meimei's a-math hmwk, haha. recess was ok, nothing much. a-math was fun! spent almost the entire time laughing away. cos miss chua wanted to get to know us so she went down the row and asked us our names and we must answer the questions she asked while she was going thru our hmwk with us. and if she forget the names, we will haf to answer her questions again. when miss chua asked for michelle's name, she said 'shauntae' which the whole class laughed at. after that, other people started making up their own names. those names that she know already dun haf to answer her questions. she know my name cos she was in charge of chess last time so i dun haf to asnwer any questions (: and mira's name became megan and sabrina's sally and lynnette's li-na which is her chinese name. i think miss chua still thinks that mira's name is megan and lynnette's name is li-na. think im going to like a-math lesson from next year onwards cos of the teacher. vanessa rmb? 'FOLLOW MY PACE!!' totally cant stand that. and kbox soon! (:

after that, went to haf lunch and do my e-math hmwk. it was not very productive cos i only did finish circles and problems involving quadratic equations. and part of trigo. went back home and din do any hmwk cos i wasn't in the mood. talked to eileen ytd! ((: whenever i talk to her, we dun really crap, we talked about our stuff and we take turns to listen. told her about everything except what happened between me and you. no point i guess. and im scared that i may cry again. talked about ahem and yeah. but she need to go to slp at 12 plus cos she had sch very early and she was tired so we cant talk any longer than that. and thanks for buying me a present! ((:

i realised i wun haf any mood at night to do hmwk. i've been crying at night for no apparent reason at all. i dunno whats wrong wif me and i cant seem to concentrate on the stuff that i wan to do. and i cant even go out alone or anything. my mum will not allow that. i can only go out wif there is someone else. but like i said, everybody is busy during the hols. everybody, except me.

blogging on the 5th of nov when to me its actually 4th nov...
jus made my hmwk list and sorted out my 2 messy files of wksht. filed them all into the correct files. and eng is really a killer. wan to pia them also cant. it is really really ALOT. ))): so i guess im going to do other subjects first or do the simple ones like the compre and compo. ytd wanted to complete my a-math hmwk but being the lazy me, i din cos i was watching jin qu jiang and zhou ri ba dian dang. yeah.

today woke up early at 9 plus cos i wanted to watch HCM on kids central at 10.30am. very nice (: i wan watch HCM 2!!! after that, my dad, mum and sis went out. me and my bro stayed at home. i stayed at home cos i havent touch my a-math hmwk which is due tmr. my bro cos he wanted to play maple -.- cant unnderstand, is that game so addictive? i din really concentrate cos i was surfing the net. but i finished all of chp 9 and left ME8 to finish. shall do them tmr. hol lessons still haf lessons hmwk, adding on to the tons of hols hmwk we haf. sian. i was searching for a new skin but couldn't find a nice one. so i was surfing around and keep checking whether ep 8 of romantic princess haf been uploaded or not. i think will be uploaded by tmr, shall watch ep 8 tmr! (((:

shall really try to complete all my hmwk asap and start on my revison and start treating myself like a sec 4. it may seem kua zhang but yeah. haiz. hope i stick to what i sae, im a contradicitng person and i play ALOT during the hols.

was sms-ing eileen jus now. i miss her! havent seen her for a long time. and i got ALOT to tell her. from the little details to the impacts, everything. haha, she noes what i mean (: and she bought me a b'dae present! din even noe until she told me. make me feel so guilty cos i din buy her anything ): but anw, thank you (: and me, her, sinyee and jin may go out for a study date (: cant wait, i wan to go out do hmwk instead of being stuck at home. actually its only me sinyee and jin. eileen got some comp but she sae she will be selling stuff outside the national lib at bugis. i can, sinyee also, so she going to ask jin tmr (: oh yeah, eileen got into the arena! can see her on the tv next year. CONGRATS :D

ok, off to sleep. hope i dun doze off during physics in the PAT tmr...

牛仔很忙!!

din do any work ytd though i planned to complete a-math chp 8 and 9 cos i was too tired. finished dinner at like 8 then went to rest on my bed. and i fell asleep. by the time i woke up, it was like 10.15 and i went back to sleep again and woke up at 11.30. went to brush my teeth and went back to sleep. woke up today at 1.30. so i slept like 14 hours +++. guess im really too tired or something. so din do any work..haiz.

ytd's lesson was ok. physics was spent dozing off cos i was really really tired. a-math was pushed forward cos miss ng already finished everything that needs to be covered. did linear law during a-math, mainly graphs. quite productive cos i really learnt alot. miss chua is quite a good teacher i guess. after that went to the canteen to haf lunch with meimei. we had sandwich for lunch, damn pathetic. cos there was nothing left. started doing e-math hol hmwk after that while listening to music. did quite alot and i was again, laughing alot wif meimei. felt a sense of satisfaction (: left at like 4 plus and came home. basically, tat sums up my day. holidays are boring. or rather, my life is boring. i haf no life.

i still feel tired despite 14 hours of sleep. sian. hope i dun fall asleep later if not waste my time. need to pia hmwk. and eng is a killer. haf to gather all my hmwk and make a list soon. if not i cant keep track of everything. very tired ):

blogging seems fun again to me, which is why i am blogging now though i haf tons of hmwk to do and need to be handed in tmr. i guess i can spare some time. slept at 12.30 am last night though i haf a headache since like 10pm. my dad brought me out for breakfast and i already had donuts wif me. yeah. i've been sleeping very soundly in the car these few days, without knowing whats going on around me. usually i will be half asleep and half awake. guess im too tired. anw, reached sch at 7.30 and slacked around in the canteen. went to the PAT at 8 and chose my fav spot at the corner. physics was ok, jus that i was really drowsy but i can roughly noe what is mrs low saying. after that, had chem. it was ok, but i still prefer mrs leow. bio was ok with miss lim teaching us. she was like telling us about the stories during ehr sch days in which she haf to cut up alot of animals and stuff. damn disgusting and funny at the same time (: learnt a new chapter during a-math which is the linear law. and miss elaine chua will be our a-math teacher next year. i thought it will be mrs lucy tan la. i want her! heard that she's a very good teacher. haiz, hope that miss chua will be a good teacher too...

dunno why, but im suddenly very motivated to complete my hmwk! who can go out and do hmwk wif me??!! im going to go e-math, physics, chem tonight. must finish some of them, which is actually given to us today. i haf to finish my e-math by the 9th if i wan to go hardcopy. haiz. i'll try my best though. and im starting to miss my late night chats again. but who got sleep so late one..very few ppl can...haiz..

ok, back to my hmwk. i wan go out ):

english lesson today was ok, cos i was laughing alot of wif meimei, or rather i laughed and she laughed wif me, haha. i spent english doing a-math which is due this sat, or rather this fri. why they sae 3rd nov??? so dumb. made me think that i still haf ample time to complete the hmwk. alot of ppl pon english today. like seriously, alot. everybody had to do a speech also and mine was like less than 5 mins i think cos i wanted to get it over and done with. celine and nad was chosen to speak in the PAT. after the lesson, we haf to go to the PAT to listen to the chosen ones to speak. i was sleeping while listening to music b4 it started. too tired alr. apparently, 9 and a half and hours of slp is not enough for me. i haf a headache again today. nad was damn nervous but she managed to complete the whole thing in the end (: i was doing hmwk again cos speeches dun interest me at all. so yeah, completed the hmwk due for a-math but i haf 2 qns undone cos i dunno how to do them.

came back home and watched initial D! i still like liangjie the most. i also like his jap name (: going to chiong e-math tmr. and im going to start on my hols hmwk already. afterall, its alr november and i told myself i will study once november comes. hope i stick to what i sae, cos i always play alot during the hols.

i need to go out and do hmwk instead of doing hmwk at home. i dun wan to think about anything anymore. regardless of the recent issue or about anything. i dun wan to end up crying, not being able to concentrate. and if really, i cant find anyone to go out wif me, i may even consider going downstairs to the senior citizens corner or something. jus not at home. maybe after a certain amt of time, i wun dwell on anything anymore and i can do them at home. jus hope tat amt of time is a short one, i dun wan to break down anymore.

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